Little Tiff...

Love

3/5/26

I can't call the feeling positivity

It looks like memories, upcoming and past, with my family and friends.

It's understanding that the people that are in life with us right now, all the strangers, are our life partners. They are the people who are living in this current period with us right now... They aren't nobody. They aren't strangers or distant, they are sharing a Now with us.

It's not confidence that I feel, it is knowing.

This isn't joy that I feel, it is reality and reality is not a rare occurrence to treat as a spectacle. I have everything I need now, always have, and always will.

That's the recognition of care and comfort that God gives me.

I'm saving files on my computer. I used to think computers were so cool when I was little. Now, I have one in my lap... And I use it every day.. And, I use for one for work, real adult stuff. I'm really living in a magical land. Childhood me would be so stoked that I can type. I thought typing was so cool, how you could make letters happen on the screen so fast. I used to pretend I could do it and try to teach myself. Now look at me. A master and I didn't even see it that way, I saw it as regular. I'm doing exactly what I have always wanted to do as a child. I'm smart, beautiful, and amazing. Well done little Tiffy, we did it.

I am actively exceeding what I thought was "amazing" then. Little Tiff, you are a student in school. You still like school and that trait is so special. get it excited because your brain is amazing. You already knew that, but me from the future is telling you.... You're really something. Tyra is still cool and she has 3 kids of her own. You still really like kitty cats and art. You like painting things, designing things, and learning new things. You have tons of hobbies, whenever you get an opportunity to be creative or solve a problem in a fun way, you get excited and you can't wait to di it all over again. You know how you like computers? They are everywhere in your life. Every day for work, you use a computer and you talk to people on the phone and help them with what they want. You have a best friend, Kiki, who's been your friend for over 10 years. That's long time! She will be your best friend forever. You are brilliant and even now as I am 30 years old, I think about how smart you are. How you think, how you do things your own way. You're still like that, and it's a real super power. Yes Tiff, yo heard me, you have powers. You're also always discovering new ones. I love you, and so proud of you for staying who you are.

Dad is super proud of you , you love that. Mom finds you amazing, even if she doesn't say it. Your uncle believes in you. Your grandparents aren't surprised that this is who you are. Nobody is.

You journal, and you have a blog!

I just want to say.... You amaze me. I'm a grown woman now but you? You're everything I hope to be. I just want to be like you. More and more an that's all I'm trying to do is be like you.